Monday, June 18, 2007
Musa is a friend. Erdem was a boyfriend.
My love life is too complicated right now. Three months ago I was dating Erdem, but we broke up because I wanted to date Talgat, and then we got back together after I broke up with Talgat and then he broke up with me last week and I wanted to get back together, but I don't think I want anymore drama.
Honestly, I was kind of heart-broken last week, but I'm trying not to mope. I think it's best for me to just forget about Erdem and move on, but he called again yesterday just to see how I"m doing and he's hard to forget. He left a message, "Since we haven't talked in a really long time..." which is strange because we just text messaged the day before and broke up two days before that! Does he really need to know how I'm doing already?!?
Okay, I admit, I really miss him.
Yesterday I had a double header softball game and instead of playing catcher as usual I played second base. I got a really fast ground ball in the first game that popped up at the last minute (I HATE it when that happens) and it hit my right bicep. Now I have a HUUUGE purple bruise which hurts when I move my right arm certain ways. Don't even look at my shins---they are still yellowish from last week's bruises... I love war wounds.
I'm thinking about buying a camera. I've gone almost a year without on and it's really time to make the investment.
On Friday I went to Six Flags New England and everyone took so many pictures, I really wanted to be taking them, too! I managed to get one sent to me!
That's left to right: Osman (Turkey), me, Ercio (Brazil), Jennifer (my roommate, Brazil) and Evren (Turkey). We had SUCH a good time!!!
